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Every Sunday, as soon
as they were free, the little soldiers would go for a walk. They
turned to the right on leaving the barracks, crossed Courbevoie with
rapid strides, as though on a forced march; then, as the houses grew
scarcer, they slowed down and followed the dusty road which leads to
Bezons.
They were small and thin, lost in their ill-fitting capes, too large
and too long, whose sleeves covered their hands; their ample red
trousers fell in folds around their ankles. Under the high, stiff
shako one could just barely perceive two thin, hollow-cheeked Breton
faces, with their calm, naive blue eyes. They never spoke during
their journey, going straight before them, the same idea in each
one's mind taking the place of conversation. For at the entrance of
the little forest of Champioux they had found a spot which reminded
them of home, and they did not feel happy anywhere else.
At the crossing of the Colombes and Chatou roads, when they arrived
under the trees, they would take off their heavy, oppressive
headgear and wipe their foreheads.
They always stopped for a while on the bridge at Bezons, and looked
at the Seine. They stood there several minutes, bending over the
railing, watching the white sails, which perhaps reminded them of
their home, and of the fishing smacks leaving for the open.
As soon as they had crossed the Seine, they would purchase
provisions at the delicatessen, the baker's, and the wine
merchant's. A piece of bologna, four cents' worth of bread, and a
quart of wine, made up the luncheon which they carried away, wrapped
up in their handkerchiefs. But as soon as they were out of the
village their gait would slacken and they would begin to talk.
Before them was a plain with a few clumps of trees, which led to the
woods, a little forest which seemed to remind them of that other
forest at Kermarivan. The wheat and oat fields bordered on the
narrow path, and Jean Kerderen said each time to Luc Le Ganidec:
"It's just like home, just like Plounivon."
"Yes, it's just like home."
And they went on, side by side, their minds full of dim memories of
home. They saw the fields, the hedges, the forests, and beaches.
Each time they stopped near a large stone on the edge of the private
estate, because it reminded them of the dolmen of Locneuven.
As soon as they reached the first clump of trees, Luc Le Ganidec
would cut off a small stick, and, whittling it slowly, would walk
on, thinking of the folks at home.
Jean Kerderen carried the provisions.
From time to time Luc would mention a name, or allude to some boyish
prank which would give them food for plenty of thought. And the home
country, so dear and so distant, would little by little gain
possession of their minds, sending them back through space, to the
well-known forms and noises, to the familiar scenery, with the
fragrance of its green fields and sea air. They no longer noticed
the smells of the city. And in their dreams they saw their friends
leaving, perhaps forever, for the dangerous fishing grounds.
They were walking slowly, Luc Le Ganidec and Jean Kerderen,
contented and sad, haunted by a sweet sorrow, the slow and
penetrating sorrow of a captive animal which remembers the days of
its freedom.
And when Luc had finished whittling his stick, they came to a little
nook, where every Sunday they took their meal. They found the two
bricks, which they had hidden in a hedge, and they made a little
fire of dry branches and roasted their sausages on the ends of their
knives.
When their last crumb of bread had been eaten and the last drop of
wine had been drunk, they stretched themselves out on the grass side
by side, without speaking, their half-closed eyes looking away in
the distance, their hands clasped as in prayer, their red-trousered
legs mingling with the bright colors of the wild flowers.
Towards noon they glanced, from time to time, towards the village of
Bezons, for the dairy maid would soon be coming. Every Sunday she
would pass in front of them on the way to milk her cow, the only cow
in the neighborhood which was sent out to pasture.
Soon they would see the girl, coming through the fields, and it
pleased them to watch the sparkling sunbeams reflected from her
shining pail. They never spoke of her. They were just glad to see
her, without understanding why.
She was a tall, strapping girl, freckled and tanned by the open
air--a girl typical of the Parisian suburbs.
Once, on noticing that they were always sitting in the same place,
she said to them:
"Do you always come here?"
Luc Le Ganidec, more daring than his friend, stammered:
"Yes, we come here for our rest."
That was all. But the following Sunday, on seeing them, she smiled
with the kindly smile of a woman who understood their shyness, and
she asked:
"What are you doing here? Are you watching the grass grow?"
Luc, cheered up, smiled: "P'raps."
She continued: "It's not growing fast, is it?"
He answered, still laughing: "Not exactly."
She went on. But when she came back with her pail full of milk, she
stopped before them and said:
"Want some? It will remind you of home."
She had, perhaps instinctively, guessed and touched the right spot.
Both were moved. Then not without difficulty, she poured some milk
into the bottle in which they had brought their wine. Luc started to
drink, carefully watching lest he should take more than his share.
Then he passed the bottle to Jean. She stood before them, her hands
on her hips, her pail at her feet, enjoying the pleasure that she
was giving them. Then she went on, saying: "Well, bye-bye until next
Sunday!"
For a long time they watched her tall form as it receded in the
distance, blending with the background, and finally disappeared.
The following week as they left the barracks, Jean said to Luc:
"Don't you think we ought to buy her something good?"
They were sorely perplexed by the problem of choosing something to
bring to the dairy maid. Luc was in favor of bringing her some
chitterlings; but Jean, who had a sweet tooth, thought that candy
would be the best thing. He won, and so they went to a grocery to
buy two sous' worth, of red and white candies.
This time they ate more quickly than usual, excited by anticipation.
Jean was the first one to notice her. "There she is," he said; and
Luc answered: "Yes, there she is."
She smiled when she saw them, and cried:
"Well, how are you to-day?"
They both answered together:
"All right! How's everything with you?"
Then she started to talk of simple things which might interest them;
of the weather, of the crops, of her masters.
They didn't dare to offer their candies, which were slowly melting
in Jean's pocket. Finally Luc, growing bolder, murmured:
"We have brought you something."
She asked: "Let's see it."
Then Jean, blushing to the tips of his ears, reached in his pocket,
and drawing out the little paper bag, handed it to her.
She began to eat the little sweet dainties. The two soldiers sat in
front of her, moved and delighted.
At last she went to do her milking, and when she came back she again
gave them some milk.
They thought of her all through the week and often spoke of her: The
following Sunday she sat beside them for a longer time.
The three of them sat there, side by side, their eyes looking far
away in the distance, their hands clasped over their knees, and they
told each other little incidents and little details of the villages
where they were born, while the cow, waiting to be milked, stretched
her heavy head toward the girl and mooed.
Soon the girl consented to eat with them and to take a sip of wine.
Often she brought them plums pocket for plums were now ripe. Her
presence enlivened the little Breton soldiers, who chattered away
like two birds.
One Tuesday something unusual happened to Luc Le Ganidec; he asked
for leave and did not return until ten o'clock at night.
Jean, worried and racked his brain to account for his friend's
having obtained leave.
The following Friday, Luc borrowed ten sons from one of his friends,
and once more asked and obtained leave for several hours.
When he started out with Jean on Sunday he seemed queer, disturbed,
changed. Kerderen did not understand; he vaguely suspected
something, but he could not guess what it might be.
They went straight to the usual place, and lunched slowly. Neither
was hungry.
Soon the girl appeared. They watched her approach as they always
did. When she was near, Luc arose and went towards her. She placed
her pail on the ground and kissed him. She kissed him passionately,
throwing her arms around his neck, without paying attention to Jean,
without even noticing that he was there.
Poor Jean was dazed, so dazed that he could not understand. His mind
was upset and his heart broken, without his even realizing why.
Then the girl sat down beside Luc, and they started to chat.
Jean was not looking at them. He understood now why his friend had
gone out twice during the week. He felt the pain and the sting which
treachery and deceit leave in their wake.
Luc and the girl went together to attend to the cow.
Jean followed them with his eyes. He saw them disappear side by
side, the red trousers of his friend making a scarlet spot against
the white road. It was Luc who sank the stake to which the cow was
tethered. The girl stooped down to milk the cow, while he
absent-mindedly stroked the animal's glossy neck. Then they left the
pail in the grass and disappeared in the woods.
Jean could no longer see anything but the wall of leaves through
which they had passed. He was unmanned so that he did not have
strength to stand. He stayed there, motionless, bewildered and
grieving-simple, passionate grief. He wanted to weep, to run away,
to hide somewhere, never to see anyone again.
Then he saw them coming back again. They were walking slowly, hand
in hand, as village lovers do. Luc was carrying the pail.
After kissing him again, the girl went on, nodding carelessly to
Jean. She did not offer him any milk that day.
The two little soldiers sat side by side, motionless as always,
silent and quiet, their calm faces in no way betraying the trouble
in their hearts. The sun shone down on them. From time to time they
could hear the plaintive lowing of the cow. At the usual time they
arose to return.
Luc was whittling a stick. Jean carried the empty bottle. He left it
at the wine merchant's in Bezons. Then they stopped on the bridge,
as they did every Sunday, and watched the water flowing by.
Jean leaned over the railing, farther and farther, as though he had
seen something in the stream which hypnotized him. Luc said to him:
"What's the matter? Do you want a drink?"
He had hardly said the last word when Jean's head carried away the
rest of his body, and the little blue and red soldier fell like a
shot and disappeared in the water.
Luc, paralyzed with horror, tried vainly to shout for help. In the
distance he saw something move; then his friend's head bobbed up out
of the water only to disappear again.
Farther down he again noticed a hand, just one hand, which appeared
and again went out of sight. That was all.
The boatmen who had rushed to the scene found the body that day.
Luc ran back to the barracks, crazed, and with eyes and voice full
of tears, he related the accident: "He leaned--he--he was
leaning--so far over--that his head carried him
away--and--he--fell--he fell----"
Emotion choked him so that he could say no more. If he had only
known.